What stops you from listening to what I'm likely to suggest you, or to say if you get up each morning and in the evening, “Ya Hayyu ya Qayyoom, birahmatika astagheeth, aslih lee sha’nee kullahu, wa la takilnee ila nafsee tarfata ‘Ayn.Imam Ahmad narrated (12089) that Anas or another person explained: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace